I Know Who You Remind Me Of
Dec. 10th, 2003
11:22 pm - Farewell and Goodnight
This is my last entry. Thanks for reading my stupid jounal people. Farewell and Goodnight.
Dec. 2nd, 2003
10:21 pm - David Courtney
Right now I'm realizing how much I love that girl named Stephanie Lund. I don't know why. I just do. And I do a lot. Yeah, the band is important, but it's like, fuck everything else. I don't care about that other shit. It's like Stephanie, now, whenever. I don't care. In conclusion, that Rolling Stone list is FUCKING BULLSHIT!
Nov. 30th, 2003
10:46 pm - When Do I Come Around?
Thanks Morgan.
Instructions: Fill out each answer only using song lyrics.
1.) Are you male or female?:
"Boys like you are a dime a dozen." - Taking Back Sunday "You're So Last Summer"
2.) Describe your neighborhood:
"Down there you gotta have a lable..." - Operation Ivy "Bad Town"
3.) How do you look?:
"Hey green eyes, I'm going blind." - Northstar "Trainhopping In Dixieland"
4.) If you could say something to the person you like, what would it be?:
"You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins." - Brand New "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"
5.) Where do you wish you were right now?
"Sitting on the dock of the bay. Watching the tide roll away." - Otis Redding "(Sittin' On) The Dock of The Bay"
6.) What would you say to your best friend?:
"Best friends means I pulled the trigger. Best friends means you get what you deserve." - Taking Back Sunday "There's No 'I' In Team"
7.) Any words of wisdom:
"You can't go forcing something if it's just not right." - Green Day "When I Come Around"
8.) What do you wish you were doing right now?:
"I'm out and on the parkway, patient and waiting for headlights, dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the inconsistencys of my moods." - Taking Back Sunday "Ghost Man On Third"
9.) What do you think of drugs and alcohol?:
"...smoked out in the back of the van." - Taking Back Sunday "You Know How I Do" ... "I'm taking my own life with wine." - Alkaline Trio "Radio"
10.) If you could say one thing to your enemy, what would it be?:
"Don't apologize. I hope you choke and die." - Brand New "Seventy Times 7"
11.) What do you usually do on Friday nights?:
"Sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's on. I changed the channel for an hour or two. Twidle my thumbs just for a bit. I'm sick of all the same old shit. I locked the door to my own cell, and I lost the key." - Green Day "Longview"
12.) Are you for world peace?:
"Unity! As one stand together!" - Operation Ivy "Unity"
13.) What do you think about school?:
"Fuck you and the future we don't have." - Northstar "Is This Thing Loaded?"
14.) How do you feel right now?:
"I'm so tired I can't sleep." - Nirvana "Pennyroyal Tea"
15.) Any closing words?:
"What you gonna do when everybody goes on without you?" - Rancid "Journey To The End Of The East Bay"
Nov. 25th, 2003
06:46 pm - Such Great Heights
God I fucking hate people. They are so fucking annoying. Just stop it. Fuck. I want to kill most of these people. I HATE YOU! If you think this is about you (it probably is). People, truly, sincerely, stop trying to be who you aren't, and fuck off and die.
Nov. 22nd, 2003
11:15 pm - Tired
God I'm tired. I don't think that we did that great tonight. I love Steph. I really do. She was the high point of the night.
Nov. 18th, 2003
06:08 pm - To My Surprise
I've been sick for the past week and I stayed home from school today. I've been up since 4 something and been throwing up all day. And I can't sleep at all. Fevers suck. And so do tornadoes. I'm terribly missing Steph.
Nov. 17th, 2003
07:17 pm - You're A Late Night Story
Adam is sick. That sucks. So Murder Death Kill had its first practice today. Which wasn't bad. Paul drove for the first time. He's 16 now. Happy Birthday to the Buff. Show Saturday, I can't wait.
Nov. 16th, 2003
03:51 pm - A0001
Northstar are amazing. Last night was somewhat fun. It was fun talking with people from other bands (Lester/Drag Down First, Ricky, Micheal, and Jason/ Before All Fails, and Alex). After Northstar were done, Jake, the bass player came up and talked to us. So I played a few notes on his bass (which is kick ass). Then we all went to IHOP. On the way there I drank beer at a very fast rate. So I was feeling good by the time we got out. It was really fun to have Chas back, and to hang out with Ryan, Travis, Wes, Adam, Trent, Mike and his girlfriend, and Ryan. We had fun. Got home at like 1 and passed out.
Nov. 11th, 2003
09:54 pm - Blue In The Face
I haven't written lately because I can find nothing to write about. I want to go to art school and sit around and cry with Jessica while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
Nov. 7th, 2003
11:38 pm - Broken Windows Open Locks
I'm not sure what to write. I'm really not. There is something wrong with me. I don't know what it is, but, there is.
"Broken windows open locks. Remind us of the youth we lost."
Oct. 31st, 2003
09:13 am - On a String
Bright Eyes are so great. I love them. Since I have borrowed LIFTED or The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground from Adam, I'm just floored by them. I mean I liked them a lot before, but now it's like, Jesus.
I didn't feel like going to school today, so I'm at home. Tonight I'm going to Ashley's for dinner and then WE'RE going Trick or Treating. "WE'RE" means Ashley and me. Not anyone else. I don't get to talk to her that much anymore so, it's just going to be US. Then I think that we're going to Jacob's to catch up with everyone else and hang out. I THINK Stephanie is going to be there and so is Matt and J.K. and Morgan. I really want to apologize to her. I just meant that her hair was like, everywhere because she had that hat on or whatever. She took it the wrong way. I didn't mean it.
Oct. 30th, 2003
09:57 pm - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
Tonight, in what could have been his last game ever, Trent scored a touchdown. How great is that? I'm really happy for him. But I'm really sad for the seniors. Like Jason and Trent. They kicked Madison County's ass. 38-0 was the score. I'm looking forward to tomorrow night, and apologizing for my comment at the game.
Oct. 25th, 2003
09:09 pm - Moon Over Marin
The end of the week has really been a blurr. I've been so tired and mello and I just haven't gave a shit about anything. Friday I bought a joint and went home and smoked it to pass some time. Getting high calms me down and helps me to clear my mind. I just slept after that. For some reason that's the only thing that I look foward to anymore...sleeping.
Oct. 23rd, 2003
07:13 pm - Timberwolves at New Jersey
Layla took me to see Ginny and Amanda today. It was so fucking sad. I mean, I took every ounce of control I had not to break down in there. I looked at her and my heart dropped. I didn't lead on to be that way though. We walked out of the room and the tears were coming. I kept my head down and swollowed the tears. I really have to stop writing because I'm gettin too fucking sad.
Oct. 21st, 2003
06:50 pm - Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)
Nothing at all happened today. I wrote an essay in English about last December. I'm going to get an F though because it has nothing to do with the assignment. But, I really don't care. It's almost as nothing matters anymore. But it does. It just really doesn't seem like it.
